This was my post a year ago today. Surreal to think that last year this very time I was planning on going to Korea at any moment. And here we are again at the very same place. It's strange that I was thinking about my daughter that day... Funny how things end up some times. I love you Bee and I am SO excited that I will be seeing you soon.. much sooner than I thought a year ago. Some day very soon my dream from back then will become a reality and she will have been totally worth the journey!
4/29/2009
OK, so now it's starting to get to me. At least I'm calm and not freaking out like I was before we got his referral. But it's getting harder. The reality is that he will be here in the next 3 weeks, so that's really not a long time. I just lay in bed at night and wonder what it's going to be like to have another baby. I found some videos and pictures of Riley when he was Cameron's age and it just makes me so excited to have another one . I've also been thinking about our daughter a lot too. I know it will still be a couple more years but I think about her every day. I have 4 biological sisters, but did not know them until I was 20. I dream of the day when there is another girl in the house. It's hard because I know that the wait is unpredictable right now and we may have to pay for another renewal, but I know that when we see her picture for the first time and hold her for the first time, we will know that it was totally worth it. Well, I better head off to call the state dept to see if there has been any progress. Wish me luck!!
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Isn't it so wild to look at where we were a year ago? How life can change... and yet be the same!
Wow! What a mix of emotions that post must have brought up. I can't wait to see Bee in your arms!
it really is amazing the path our lives take sometimes. yours has certainly been an unexpected and sometimes very painful journey, but i know when you hold her in your arms, it will be all worth it. can't wait to see pictures of that moment!
It truly is unreal how quickly our lives can change paths (as we are living that truth right now). When little Bee is in your arms it will all come full circle, I can't wait to see that day and pray it is SOON!
Wow, it really is amazing what a difference a year makes. I do believe things happen for a reason. I'm sorry it was a painful journey but it did lead you to your beautiful Bee. I can't wait until she's in your arms!
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