No Lucky Thursday

ok, so today was not a good day for me. I had a dream last night that we had gotten our referral and so I thought maybe today would be the day. But , nothing happened. I was very emotional today and really just wanted to bury myself in my bed with my quilt and just cry myself to sleep. Luckily I have the best little boy at home with me and every time he saw me crying he would come over and give me a big hug with a little pat on the back and a big kiss. He was so sweet, he took me up to his room and showed me that he cleaned his room and put all of his books away. Then he put me in his bed and covered me up with the comforter. He put lotion on my feet and rubbed them and then put a wipee on them ( I think it was some sort of deep skin treatment) and then he put chapstick on my lips and then put more lotion on my arms and another wipee and then he added a piece of yellow string(not sure what that did) and a fleece diaper on top. He was so cute. I felt so relaxed in the Riley Spa. Then he piled all of the animals on top of me maybe for a deep tissue massage. I'm so glad I have him with me during the day. He gives the best hugs. I doubt we'll hear anything tomorrow and I don't know how I'm gonna get through next week. I just want it to be next Saturday so I can go spend the night downtown with my husband and relax walking to the beach in the morning. I just need to get away from the computer and the house and really everything. Katie and Jen you should make an appt at the Riley Spa , it would make you feel much better.