Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Wednesday
I am a little more sad today than I thought I would be. At least yesterday I still sort of had a baby and today I don't. I hope that we hear something soon because I am really having a hard time waiting. It seems like we have been waiting forever. Tomorrow is Cameron's first birthday and we are going to have lunch at our favorite restaurant China Tokyo to celebrate. I have this coffee cup that Jesse had made for me with all these pictures of Cameron and I have my coffee in it every morning. Today it just makes me cry to see his face. I think I need to go buy a little dress to make myself feel better. Target here I come.
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Kara, I'm happy for you that you can finally receieve some closure....but my heart just breaks for your loss. I think it's SO special that you are celebrating sweet Cameron's birthday. Of course you are sad....you were his mama for 6 months and he will always have a place in your heart.
I pray that your new daughter is made known to you very soon, friend. What a precious blessing she will be!
Kara,
i can't imagine all the emotions you must be feeling right now. it has been such a roller coaster for your family. none of us will ever forget Cameron and i'm sure his birthday won't ever pass without you thinking about him. i think it is so sweet and special that you are going to celebrate his birthday.
i can't wait until the day that you receive the call for your daughter!!!!! i hope it is soon, too!!!!!
I know this is such a sad time, but I am glad that you finally have closure and can begin to focus on your daughter-to-be. I wish a happy, healthy life for Cameron and quick news about your daughter!
Blessings...
gina
Kara, this has been such a rollar coaster ride for you all. I am sure you are going through a range of emotions and grieving and rightly so. I haven't talked about this much but we had a domestic situation pop up last year and met with the mother etc.. In the end she decided to parent and we were no where near as invested as you are and it was still so emotionally draining.
There is no easy way to prepare for this sort of thing and the range of emotions that comes with it. I definitely had good days and days that were hard, like her due date etc..
Good news is sure to be heading your way though, can't wait to celebrate with you, over the internet that is lol!
Retail therapy is highly recommended and FUN, especially shopping for little girl things :)
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