Ok, so now it's starting to get to me. At least I'm calm and not freaking out like I was before we got his referral. But it's getting harder. The reality is that he will be here in the next 3 weeks, so that's really not a long time. I just lay in bed at night and wonder what it's going to be like to have another baby. I found some videos and pictures of Riley when he was Cameron's age and it just makes me so excited to have another one . I've also been thinking about our daughter a lot too. I know it will still be a couple more years but I think about her every day. I have 4 biological sisters, but did not know them until I was 20. I dream of the day when there is another girl in the house. It's hard because I know that the wait is unpredictable right now and we may have to pay for another renewal, but I know that when we see her picture for the first time and hold her for the first time, we will know that it was totally worth it. Well, I better head off to call the state dept to see if there has been any progress. Wish me luck!!
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Any news? I am praying for you! It will be here so soon and then the wait will seem like nothing. OH I HOPE YOU HEAR SOMETHING THIS WEEK!!!!
Brooke
Hang in there. It's hard looking back at those pictures and imagining what your little guy looks like/is doing...Just keep being an advocate for Camerson, and hopefully he will be home very soon. I will keep you all in my prayers.
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